Today was pretty....not good. I had three tests today and I think I did absolutely horrible on my Calc. test. I got gum on my shoe during lunch so my foot stuck to the floor the rest of the day. Marching band sucked and I was about ready to kill some freshmen. And then I come home and find out my dad and brother are going golfing and tonight was the night I was going to go look for a car with my dad. So yah not happy about that. Besides that I'm sooo far behind in my reading so I'm trying to catch up, and I really need to write my college essays but I have no time or desire really. I dunno I just really want the world to go away right now. It's so tough too because right now I really don't feel that I can talk to anyone genuinely. Those that are suppose to be my closest friends I am eather on the rocks with or am finding out they really don't care so it's just kinda been depressing lately. I just wish I knew everything would be ok. I guess I just have to see what tomorrow brings.
Kelly