Hello to the one maybe two people that read my blog. Lots of craziness going on in my head right now. Christmas was simply wonderful and the break from everyday life is great. Unfortuanatly now that I'm back home I've got tons to do. Thankfully today I realized that one of the events I signed up to do for BPA I can't do because I am doing another similar one and you can't do both so now I have less to do which is nice. I'm still frusterated that I can't go to robot kickoff because BPA regionals are that day. Other than that I have tons of scholarship stuff to do and even though robot season is only two weeks away my dad wants me to get a job. So if anyone knows somewhere that's hiring tell me please! Welps I'm gonna go continue to enjoy break. I hope everyone is enjoying theirs!

~Kelly~

Welp It's been a long week. Ever since last weekend I've just been on an emotional rollercoaster. It's so hard to smile when inside your really hurting. But life goes on. Tomorrow I have to go to the dentist and get all numb and I hate that. Christmas is almost here and you would never know by our weather. College crap is getting really old, I hate getting 50 thousand piece of junk from random colleges everyday and I'm sick of always feeling like I sould be working on scholarship stuff. I feel so lazy if I'm not doing college stuff, I can't wait till it's over, but I'm afraid it might never go away. I suppose I'm done with this for now.

Kelly

I did't think it would hurt this bad. My hope's been torn, my heart's been stabbed, and I just want to cry my eyes out. But I can't. I can't even really be mad, it was one of my best friends, and it's not like she ment to do it. I feel like such a fool, and it hurts terribly.

Woohoo for a $10,000 a year scholarship from Kettering! Oh and I got accepted to CMU, now I'm just waiting for UofM. State robot competition tomorrow, excited yet i'm gonna go crazy before the day is over. It'll be so nice when mini robot season is finally over on monday. OH YEA, only 5 more school days till break!!!woot woot!! Cool stuff, welps I'm off to organize my life.
~Kelly~

Lots going on lately...got accepted to kettering(yeh!), going to states with BOTH fll teams(yea!..but lifes gonna be crazy till it's over), mb's over (very very sad but cool), and lots of other senior year craziness. But I'm not complaining, I love it all!

In other news I need a haircut and I have no idea what I want to do with it, suggestions are very welcome. Soooo other than that nothing new is going on. I really need something new and exciting to happen though, those feelings of inferiority are returning and I really don't have the energy to deal with those feelings right now. oy!

Kelly

Lots of crazy goodness going on lately. Last weekend one of the elementary robot teams I mentor won their regional so we're now on our way to states. wooo hoo! Now I have the other teams regional tomorrow so this week has been busy.

I got accepted to Kettering on Tuesday, so that's exciting. And yesterday was our last mb practice ever, which is sad but very good at the same time. So yeah I'm pretty happy, just busy too. Welps I'm out.

~Kelly~

Woo hoo for half days yesterday and today!! Although with competition loaming in the near horizon(saterday), I've been spending most of my time with that. Yesterday I went over to SRE right after school and was there till 3:30 and then had to be over at Dana for more practice at 5. Today I've got the other team I work with over here at 2:30 and then Dana again at 5. feww!! It's fun stuff though.
In other news...ummm.... Crysilis flight this weekend which is always exciting even though I really wanted to sponsor someone and I couldn't. But I think I'm going to sponsor Brittany next time. Other than that there's really not much going on besides my robot crazed life. Sooo I guess that's all for now.

~Kelly~

Well I would have to say this week has definatly had some ups and downs. The downs were pretty much the result of my desperate feelings that I need to tackle the world (aka I'm too involved). Like last night for example, I skipped mb so I could write my English essay, I had 3 robot meetings at the same time, I had to practice for a playing test and study for a Bio2 test. Yeh, I was definatly going crazy. Wednesday Brittany and I went to put up fliers for our christmas shopping fundraiser for robots. Yea non of the places we went would let us put up fliers so that sucked, but we went around a few neighborhoods and put them in newspaper boxes instead, it was fun. Another up was the fact that I think I did pretty good on my playing test today so that's exciting. Welps now I'm off to finish up my Michigan essays. Adios!

~Kelly~

HALLOWEEN!!!

I'm sad! It's Halloween and I'm not doing anything tonight!!! Call me if you wanna do something... In other news....Friday was soooo much fun! Courtney,Brian,Britanny, and I went to Detroit to do a robot presentation to a bunch of math teachers (yea it's sounds dumb i know) But there was some pretty funny stuff that happened.... huge bulldozer following us, Bacon freaking out because she lost the sticky note, cramming 7 people and a robot into an elevator, steering the robot by kicking it, and soooo much more. Fun stuff...
Welps I think I'm off to find something to do. Call me!

~Kelly~

Definatly time for an update. Lots of good and a few not so good things going on lately. So here I go..... YEA got accepted to MSU!!!! That makes me happy. Unfortunately I have a few more apps to go including my u of m one which is a major pain. Exciting stuff though.

In other news the UT parade and reign game were very very wet. The game was espeacially not cool concidering no one was really there except our parents and the parent of the little kids football people. But the good news is my squad got squad of the week which is super cool since this is my first real time as squad of the week. That makes me happy.

So today I'm thinking i'm gonna finish my U of M essays. Call me if you want to distract me form this endevor, or for that matter call me anytime this week. Distractions are always welcome,lol! All right well I'm off...


~Kelly~

Woo Hoo for my 17th birthday yesterday!! It ws pretty fun. Nothing too exciting but fun nonetheless. After school I cam home and we went up to Ann Arbor to meet my grantparents for dinner at Red Lobster. Came home later and opened presents. I got some nice new close, stuff for my dorm, and a new flute case. The case is super cool, it's red with a sholder strap and I can fit my piccolo in the front pocket. Welps that's about all for now.


~Kelly~

yea!! MB got a 1 at MSBOA competition!!

So I guess I should probibly update.... Homecoming was so great!!! I totally led the parade on Friday, Kristen really had no idea what she was doing so she stood by me the whole time and I kept having to tell her when to calls songs and how to do whistles,lol! The game was alright except I was really hoping to be able to do the snake for our last game ever. :-( Saterday I got all dolled up and stuff and then went over to steffi's house for pics then to Max and Erma's for dinner. We had extra cookies left over and when I went to get into my car I put the box on top of the car and forgot they were there so steffi and justin were honking at me, it was funny! The dance was super fun considering I wasn't the only one this year without a date. Fun stuff!

This week has been pretty routine. Hard practices due to MSBOA competition coming up on Monday. This weekend us bandos have Dewitt festival/overnighter which should be fun. Welps I'm off...


~Kelly~

Yah definatly past due for an update. The last week has definatly been crazy. I'm pretty much never home untill about 8 every night, but what can I say that's what I get for being so darn envolved with everything.lol! Friday's game was ok our show was poopy but o well. I went home for an hour after the game to take a shower and immediatly went back to school for the Student council overnighter. That was interesting to say the least. Didn't get to sleep untill I got home at 6 in the morning. Had to wake up at 11 and leave at noon for deer hunting.

Deer hunting was soooo much fun!! Usually it can get kinda boring if you don't see anything but about a half hour before dark I saw like 3 deer way down the field so I shot at the closest one. As a shoot I see about 30 other deer come out of no where. I didn't think I got the first one so I shot at another and got it. SO EXCITED!! I went down to go find it and my bro tells me I got the first one too so yea I got 2 deer! That's super cool considering they were my first deer ever! Dragged them back to the shed and gutted and cleaned them with my dad(yea I know it's disgusting but hey I've been working with deer practically since I could first stand up!)

Found a Homecoming dress today. It's short again like last year. I kinda wish I could have gotten a fancier one this year but I really didn't want to spent that much so I'll make do. I like it though it's cute. Welps I think that's all the important stuff that's gone on, I'm off to go do something with this short amount of spare time I do have.

~Kelly~

Today was pretty....not good. I had three tests today and I think I did absolutely horrible on my Calc. test. I got gum on my shoe during lunch so my foot stuck to the floor the rest of the day. Marching band sucked and I was about ready to kill some freshmen. And then I come home and find out my dad and brother are going golfing and tonight was the night I was going to go look for a car with my dad. So yah not happy about that. Besides that I'm sooo far behind in my reading so I'm trying to catch up, and I really need to write my college essays but I have no time or desire really. I dunno I just really want the world to go away right now. It's so tough too because right now I really don't feel that I can talk to anyone genuinely. Those that are suppose to be my closest friends I am eather on the rocks with or am finding out they really don't care so it's just kinda been depressing lately. I just wish I knew everything would be ok. I guess I just have to see what tomorrow brings.
Kelly

Wow haven't written in a while..... Lots to say so I'll just give the short version of everything. This week definatly had some ups and downs. Jr. Robots started this week which was fun but I also found out that I've been dragged into metoring a second team, so pretty much I have no time anymore. Yesterday's football game went pretty well. The Adrian fans weren't very inviting but our freshmen color guard didn't help that situation. Shawnna is mad at me which kinda sucks but whatever, I tried to appologize and she just responded by being a brat. She's been so weird lately and I really am not liking the change. Anyways, on a better note Diana (family friend) drove our bus which was really cool since we haven't had a chance to talk much lately.
Today we went up to Michigan State for the football game. That was super fun and we won!! When we got there we went over to watch the band warm up which was cool. I really really really wish they had piccolos in their band. That'd be awesome cause I have loved that band since I was little. So yah that kinda sucks that there's no piccolos, maybe i'll switch to flag, lol. So that was pretty much my week in review. I'm now off to get some much needed sleep.
~Kelly~

Last nights game definatly was awesome (at least for the marching band)! So many bando alums came back to visit and it was super cool. Lets see there was Jill, Fluffy, Rich, Allison, Shanna, Tammy, Sarah, Brenda, Carly, and a few others. It was so awesome seeing them all again. The show went fairly well. Cg needs some work (sorry cg but it's true), but for the beginning of the season we're not doing that bad. So now I'm up at my grandparents for the weekend. Hopefully gonna get some swimming and shopping in this weekend. I should be starting SRE Robotics mentoring stuff next year which is exciting. So I'm off for now to go play with my grandparents puppy (sooo cute!!,lol)


~Kelly~

Well its back to that insainly busy schedule again. I have a robotics meeting and student council meeting tonight at the same time. Any way, school's been going fairly well, mb practice is hot and yucky, and sleep deprevation is once again becoming an issue. Gotta love it. Along with school also comes my feelings of inferiority that I always seem to feel around, well, everyone pretty much. It's weird but I just feel so young and so unimportant. I hate it. I don't feel like I match up with the rest of the world. I just feel that nothing I do is good enough. Any way enough with my complaining for the day. I'm off to get ready to leave for my meetings.



~Kelly~

Woo Hoo

Woo Hoo! I've got my blog back up and running again!! So now there's lots to catch up on. Band camp was the best ever. Being a senior was definitely a big plus! Skit night was great with Danny passing the whole pole dance tradition off to a freshman. Initiation was awesome and sitting out on the pier afterwards and just talking with all the other seniors was really cool.
School started on Wednesday. I really have no fun classes which kinda stinks and I run back and forth across the school many times throughout the day(good exercise!) Oh and the girl that I was suppose to have as an exchange student from Spain (I could only take her for a submester and they wanted to place her for the whole year) is in my band class, she's pretty cool.
I had mb practice wednesday and thursday and tonight I have a game. I really hope our show goes well. I'm excited, I just hope it doesn't rain. Welps that's all for now, hope to see everyone at the game!!

~Kelly~

Home

YEA FINALLY HOME!!! Tahoe and Yellowstone were wonderful but I'm so glad to be back! Well this is probibly going to be a long entry so be warned,lol. After 3 days of driving we finally got to Lake Tahoe(california) and got to see the family and everything. It was cool cuz one of my cousins is stationed in Iraq and he surprised us all by being able to get a 2 week leave. Also his sister is in the air force in flordia and after hearing his bro was coming she got leave also, it was cool. While we were there we went whitewater rafting and that was really cool! Also we did lots of sightseeing and went horseback riding too. I also did a impromptu 8 mile kiyak(sp?) trip with my mom. Yah I hurt the next day,lol!
After a week there we went to Yellowstone with my grandparents. That was cool and really pretty but I was disappointed cuz I didn't see a moose :-( Also the ranger stole our snacks box cuz we accidently forgot to put it away when we left one day and It's against the rules cuz of the bears.
So now after 3 more days of driving and a stop at Mt. Rushmore we're finally home!! Now I have 1 more week till band camp and then it's back to school!YIKES!!! Welps that pretty much sums up my two weeks so now all I have left is to give you all my schedule...
1. Symp. Band 2. Spanish 2 w/ Thierry 3. Ap Col English Studer 4. Computer Sci w/ Hurley 5 .Lunch/ Hmr w/Rousselo 6 HCalc. Harley 7 Ap Bio 3 w/ Raymond
See you all in 2 weeks! ~Kelly~

Hey all! Welps tomorrow morning I'm off to Lake Tahoe for a family reunion and then Yellowstone.  So see ya all in two weeks!!

Yesterday was so much fun! Sho (shawnna) and I went out to order the shirts we're getting for the flute section and also to get stuff to torture our freshmen with at camp,lol!  SO we went to goodwill, valuecity, and lions den to find the most obnoxious looking stuff we could find.  We found some very bright shirts and two teal floppy, big brimmed, gardening hats.  Then proceeded to come home and "improve" the hats,lol! Yah they ended up looking VERY interesting.  It was fun.  Then later my dad, bro, and I were suppose to go to the shooting range with a bunch of my dad's friends.  Welps the place was closed so we all went and played laser tag.  Also lots of fun. 


Tonight I have what could be my last softball game *sniffle* I hope we win but if we I can't play our next game anyways because I'm leaving for Lake Tahoe on Thursday.  Welps now I'm of to continue reading Great Expectations(BLAH!)
 
~Kelly~

Not to much has been going on lately. I got my senior pics back, there super awesome. It's jsut sooooo hard to pick which ones I want. Um other than that I've just pretty much been working around the house and going to my bro's baseball games and playing softball. Definatly hope I can get together with some people later this week. Call me if you want to do something. Oh and please bear with the blog weirdness as I'm trying to deside what I want to do with the design. lol, I'm so indesisive! Hope ya'll are having a great summer!
Kelly

Yea Finally home!! I love my family to death but it's nice to be in my own home without any kids running around going crazy(lol! I love um though!) It was fun up north but the weather was kinda crappy :-( Fireworks on the 4th were even postponed because it was raining. It was ok though since they had them the next night and we took my grandparents big boat out into the bay(Lake Michigan) to watch them. Other than that I did a lot of shopping, playing scrabble(lol), and chasing 5 dogs and 5 children around the house.

This week I'm not really doing anything so if somebody wants to go do something call me. Other than that there's not much more for me to say. Buenos Noche!
~Kelly~

Just got home from my senior pictures. It was fun and I'm soooo excited to get them back. I had my hair and makeup done and they both turned out looking really good. Some of those poses are sooo hard to keep though! It was pretty crazy. Anyways Softball game tonight and then up to my grandparents (0y 5 hr drive!) But I'm excited cuz my cousins from Texas will be there. Welps that's about all I have to say for now.

~Kelly~

You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.


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wow

Wow, what an amazing weekend! Friday I left for a weekend long christian retreat called Chysilis. Going into it I was pretty sceptical since I knew most of the secrets that are suppose to be a surprise since my parents have been working with this program for what seems life forever. But even though most of it wasn't a surprise to me I was so cool to see the other girls reactions to the weekend and how they grew in their faith. I've always known God's love and that so many other people in my life love me and it was so amazing watching so many girls who didn't know this love come to this realization. So many people have such screwed up lives that I feel so lucky that I have such a loving family and community. It was so cool and tons of fun. I definatly recomend it to all of you, see me if you're interested in something like this. Oh and thanks to all of the people who I recieved letters from, they were all very special to me.

~Kelly~

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Minor Trama

Definatly had a most interesting day today. So I went over to the school at 8:30 to pick up the robotics float. Then I go to Krogers to meet with the bandos and we start warming up and I look at my feet and realize "CRAP! MY SHOES!!" Yah definatly forgot to wear my dinkles and still had tenis shoes on, I was freaking out!!! So I sprinted to the back opposite corner of the parking lot were my mom was with the robot float(when I got there I couldn't breathe and I was about to cry). So we went home and got them. Then I remembered I didn't have my shirt yet and hoped that Shawnna would get it for me cuz otherwise they'd probibly be gone. She did, which was a relief, but yah I was definatly a wreak. Oh and to help me breathe I had taken my inhaler which made me shake really bad which sucked. Yah, that whole thing definatly sucked.

Other than that the parade went well, the weather was not very hot which was nice. Later we went to the robot tent for a while and that was depressing cuz no one was buying anything and we worked really hard on that stuff and we REALLY need the money. I seriously hope we can even compeate this year! Next I went home to see my grandparents then to Brent's Baseball game.


Tonight I went to Jordan's grad party which went better than I thought since there was other people I knew. It was scarry though cuz my dad and his spent most of the time talking computers.lol, weird! Yup, so that's about all for my crazy day.



~Kelly~

Cell Phone!

Woot Woot!! My dad definatly got me a cell phone yesterday!! Woo Hoo! I though it would never happen!lol. It's so cool it's got all kinds of cool features like a camera and radio and make your own covers,very nifty! Anywho....First softball game today, we won 9-8 it was close. Oh yah and this morning I got all ready to go to marching band and then my mom was like "you don't have practice today", so yah i'm an idiot.lol! Welps that's about it...
Kelly

Fireworks

So last night I went to Pizza Hut w/ Katie and then we went over to the fireworks where we met up w/ my parents. I was fun and the fireworks were cool. Afterwards we were leaving the parking lot and right next to us I hear tires squeal and look over and see lester. She had accidently pulled out in front of someone. No one was hurt and the cars were barely damaged but my parents and I decided to stay with her till the police got there. It took the cop FOREVER to get there and so Josh(him and alyssa were w/ her) got out some orange slices and we were joking about offering them to the police guy and it was really funny.

Anyways today I went and saw Harry Potter 3, it was good but I still like the books way better! Marching band all next week, that really stinks. Welps I'm out...
~Kelly~

School's Out!!

WOO HOOO!!!! SCHOOL'S OUT!!! yea!!! We're officially seniors! I had my gov exam this morning and it was sad because we were Mr. Barr's last class ever. So after our exam we had a party and I'm soo full! Alysia even brought in a white house cake, it was awesome,lol! I'm going to miss Mr. Barr though, he was really cool. Oh yea and I parked at the school for the first time, without a pass. And I didn't even get caught by the parkinglot Nazi,lol. So now I'm home for an hour and then I have to go back for marching band, rar they just had to have it on the last day didn't they?!? Welps I'm gonna go.....Adios 2004 school year, you will not be missed!
~Kelly~

Oh Definately like this new blogskin! Anywho... Yesterday I took on my first big decision as class sec. Yup Codie and I got to pick out our class graduation announcements, it was cool. Definatly am gonna love doing student council this year, I love that I can actually have a say in the things that are going to happen senior year!
On another note, school's almost out which is really cool but sad at the same time. We're gonna be seniors next year!!! Awesome yet scary!! Anyways I'm gonna go study, physics exam tomorrow, yicks! Good Luck on exams all!
~Kelly~

Commencement

Commencement went well. Everything seemed to go smoothly. We sounded ok, as long as the strings alone weren't playing,lol(sorry strings people ya know I still love ya)! Kerry did a good job not talking politics and all the other speakers did a great job too. The illegal beach balls were pretty funny. Oh Yea and we get on the bus to leave and we find out that our bus has a dead battery!! So all the band and orchestra had to jam onto one hot bus,lol! It was humerous. So all in all it was a very fun, very long, and very hard on your back playing pomp and cercumstance 50 bajillion times day. Ahhh! One more year!! (is that good or bad?!?)

~Kelly~

err...How do I tell him I don't want this type of relationship without hurting him. It's ovious that he's head over heals for me, and that's the problem. I'm too independent to have this relationship. I can't stand being called everyday and asked to the movies every night and him telling everyone everything about me. Oh and yah I heard today that he told someone I wanted to kiss him on the lips on prom night! NO WAY!! um yah it was the other way around and honestly I didn't want to kiss him at all. I'm just not comfortable him touching me. rar!! I don't know what to do. Everyone tells me just to tell him, but I really don't want to hurt him. So I could tell him, or I could just wait it out till he leaves for college. errr this is so frusterating!!! What do I do??

YEA THE ESSAY'S DONE!!!! (you have no idea how awesome that is unless your in earl's class!!)

The joy of being able to drive

Yah so last night Brittany was suppose to pick me up to go to the board meeting that started at 7 for extra credit. Well yah, she forgot and at 7 I'm still at home freaking out(thinking my parents had both cars). So I'm practically having a heart attack cuz I really need the e.c. and then I look in my driveway and see the shadow of our truck in the driveway!! Ahh! My dad had ridden with his buddy to golf so the truck was still here!! So yah I got there a half an hour late, but I wasn't the last one there so it was ok. lol! Yah now I look back and it was quite commical,lol! Welps I'm off to write an english report, yuck!

Kelly

New Blog!!

Hey All! Yea I've finally switched over from OD!! Woot Woot! The front page will more than likely change in the next few days, but I hope this works out well. Visit often, and please comment!!